They say that when you are in the process of doing God’s work, the devil will attack you more so than usual. I firmly believe that this is true. I dreamt about EJ last night, and it was an absolutely beautiful dream. It reminded me of those hope filled memories we shared while we were together. While I wish him nothing but the best, I still prefer not to dream about him. I know this was the devil’s way of trying to catch me off guard…and it did. It made me think about him for the majority of the day—-something I haven’t done in a while. Instead, I should be thinking about all the great things that this weekend will bring. Again, the devil attacked. This time, through Tito. A while ago, he posted a status that said, ”Looking for a date to take to dinner @ La Posada- Tack Room. Let me know why I should take you….haha!” I had decided a few weeks ago that I didn’t want to pursue anything with him, because certain things had happened and I wasn’t willing to sacrifice what I deserve, to be with him. Even though I’m happy with my decision, it still stings a little to see him advertising himself on Facebook. It’s not that I miss him, but it’s more the fact that during our 2 months of ‘talking,’ we never went on an actual “real” date. It’s annoying more than anything. But again, it shouldn’t bother me because I lost the desire to want to be with him. The devil is sneaky in his ways, but I refuse to let him get to me anymore. I’m going to keep focusing on my faith, and the devil can suck it.
And the winner of the costume contest is Brittany’s dog Momo! I received so many amazing entries, but finally chose Momo because it looks like you just dressed up an Ewok as an Ewok for Halloween, and I can’t stop laughing. Look at that face! I’m dying! This has been the hardest decision of my life (maybe), and I will be sharing some of the other amazing entries soon. Hurrah for Halloween!
Ughhh I can’t handle it. The picture alone is ADORABLE, but can you imagine this little guy hopping around and wagging that tail and biting at that soccer ball and crawling in your lap and hugging you and UGGHHHHH I can’t DEAL.